too tired and sad to masturbate
Can’t seem to break off from the way I felt, but I guess you understand, man. We had no chance. I’m tired of fighting with the hand I’ve been dealt.
I found a journal I started three years ago.
Oil on canvas.
Because it matters:
letting them down softly
sweating in bed
itching all over in public
taking stabs in the dark
speaking harshly about the world
loosely relating to people
bringing attention to yourself
nodding at animals
never finishing your drink
heated discussions with yourself
disappointing your friends
letting people pass you
not regretting your decisions today
more photos you’ve already seen
When I was 18 I went blonde for the 90’s hardcore.
"One day, you’ll thank the lord I didn’t stay."
I had to get out of bed and have a cigarette because I feel stupid
it’s all for me
my split second
your sick moment
my last breath
all i am
all I know
walk on try to find
new ways feeling fine
Anonymous asked: Do you believe that a person who has lived a life if lies, cheating, and stealing could ever be redeemed in his own right? Could a bad person ever turn his life around and live a life of positivity?
I spent my late teens fucking people over left and right. I don’t know if I would call myself a good person these days because of the way I used to live my life. But I have given credit to people who have turned their life around in a positive manner, people who make amends and work on their actions. Even though I have done just that, I always feel like it works better for other people. So yeah, I think there are some things you can change and I think we can better ourselves in order to become someone who is worth peoples time.